Secret love

Secret love
  I met him accidentally not knowing that we could turn into good friends. I know only by name until one day I realize that we've been too close. not a single secret to each other. I never thought that you would be true to me the way you do. now, I am confused about who really are you in my life. I am already engaged and as time goes by feeling strange ... I think I am falling for you. but how can I feel this, I was not supposed to love you, you're too good to be true.

I thought I was the only one who feels this way. one day you got the courage to tell me that you love me dearly. I want to cry at what I heard. it can't be true. you also got a girlfriend then same with me.

I tried not to be fallen for you coz I know I am just hurting myself. now, you and your girlfriend broke up, you told me that I am the only one in your heart and mind. but still, I can't love you freely, I still love him. I guess it's not the right time for us. the love we felt was right but we felt it at the wrong time.

I wish though we're not together these special feelings would remain in our thoughts and in our hearts. Just remember that I have loved you dearly as far as I know.
Rida Fatima